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We like the movies about heroines and heroes because in our indulgent and contemporary society we somehow realize that we miss that feeling of adventure and decisions made in the heat of the moment. We want to KNOW what type of person we are. But in our state we mostly guess and hope we are on point. We walk in the cold and at the same time that we relish the cold we loathe the cold that seeps into our bones. LIVE LIVE our souls are calling and it's so desperately hard to muster the initial burst of the deepest form of strength to step over our own inhibitions and plunge head first into LIFE 

hopscotch bitch

stars in her eyes and you fancy yourself an astrologer

your preDICKtions are worthless

this starry eyed girl 

   finds herself in pain

so you change your job description

your vain,

in vain

          try to match her

not even a forensic scientist could correctly interpret her 

blood begot by pain

it's broken path is unintelligible to all

(but herself)

her story 

her life

alone she allows the darkest parts of herself

bring into light all that she forgets when she is in this

cardboard plastic fake world

your worthlessness she values

this show she can at times enjoy

but truth is her motive

and truth comes by way of drink

she isn't scared

you think she is forlorn,

but that's something she knows

she isn't a step ahead

she doesn't walk

but she floats above it all, 

at times you can see her toes touch the ground