seeking
i rhyme too much
this and that
even i tire of it all:
i find myself suspended in bullshit
rock and a hard place
it just doesn't quite cut it
my actions rarely reflecting my thoughts
my eagerness only escalating.
filling the empty hours of the day :
mindless reading
three months
in the blink of an eye
(i'm gone)
Friday, June 3, 2011
Friday, May 20, 2011
super senses
noise
a sound by definition
a crux to lean upon
me
a singular organism
cell cell
celebrate freedom
expression and
feeling
stumble
fall
the action cost it all
your trip
it made me get a grip
rhymes unnecessary
eyes that cut and bruise
a sound by definition
a crux to lean upon
me
a singular organism
cell cell
celebrate freedom
expression and
feeling
stumble
fall
the action cost it all
your trip
it made me get a grip
rhymes unnecessary
eyes that cut and bruise
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
change coming fast
i have officially accepted my offer of admission from UCLA. and yes, this is indeed my final answer. i feel like moving to LA is a real change i need and ucla is an amazing school with loads of clubs and things to do. and the campus is the most amazinggggg thing ive ever seen.
although i am scared shitless i am also excited. i feel this is the change i need and itll be the real step i need into becoming a self sufficient adult.
i am worried about money and not having any friends but im sure itll work out. i guess money is the main concern. my parents can only pay my car bill while im gone so i gotta figure out how to pay rent and food when i dont have a job.... i kno im gettting financial aid but i dont know how much yet and i know my gparents r gunna help but i dont kno how much they will be able to either. i guess i could always take out a loan, but thats not something i wanna do.
the thing i hate most is planning and worrying. once im in my new place and figure out the money issue ill be fine. i just hope im not super lonely. and winning the lottery may be nice.
although i am scared shitless i am also excited. i feel this is the change i need and itll be the real step i need into becoming a self sufficient adult.
i am worried about money and not having any friends but im sure itll work out. i guess money is the main concern. my parents can only pay my car bill while im gone so i gotta figure out how to pay rent and food when i dont have a job.... i kno im gettting financial aid but i dont know how much yet and i know my gparents r gunna help but i dont kno how much they will be able to either. i guess i could always take out a loan, but thats not something i wanna do.
the thing i hate most is planning and worrying. once im in my new place and figure out the money issue ill be fine. i just hope im not super lonely. and winning the lottery may be nice.
Monday, May 9, 2011
unseen roots
noise
a sound by definition
a crux to lean upon
me
a singular organism
cell cell
celebrate freedom
expression and
feeling
stumble
fall
the action cost it all
your trip
it made me get a grip
rhymes unnecessary
eyes that cut and bruise
a sound by definition
a crux to lean upon
me
a singular organism
cell cell
celebrate freedom
expression and
feeling
stumble
fall
the action cost it all
your trip
it made me get a grip
rhymes unnecessary
eyes that cut and bruise
Sunday, May 8, 2011
cheese
i'm not nice
i say it with a smile
and the highest pitch i can manage
----->
halloweens all year round for this hypocrite
i say it with a smile
and the highest pitch i can manage
----->
halloweens all year round for this hypocrite
didn't think it could get any darker? guess again
finally allowing myself to shed the tears
my mind wanders into realms of self inflicted injuries
my mind wanders into realms of self inflicted injuries
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- jess
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