Sunday, April 27, 2014

That silver letter

Between my breasts the thrumming hums
A constant beat that speaks my life story 
Pain strength and an unbelievably analytic mind
Fuck the what ifs 
Let's talk about the why's in so many layers that we get lost 
Stumbling grumbling under my breath
This life will never cease to amaze me

Thursday, April 24, 2014

Nursery rhyme

Honey baby darling dear
Lay your head and don't you fear

Those that creep 
Have lost the ability to weep

And though you may think this is a blessing
I ask of you to attempt some reassessing 

The loss of tears is great
For nothing else can abate 

(a hate filled heart) 
That cannot part

With those tangible forms of pain
Shall indeed suffer in vain 

Saturday, April 12, 2014

This crick in my neck

Shall I relate to you 
The way in which I saw those stars

It seemed that only I 
Could truly see them for their wonder
A wonder pure and untechnical 

Every night I craned my neck 
Just to glimpse those
Shiny specks of hope

I fancied I saw the faintest hues of 
Blue and red 
A promise of other masses out there

Floating in that infinite amount of space 
Where my pain looks quite small and insignificant 

As the days passed and my wonder grew
I noticed others did not crane their necks as I did
Did they not see and feel the infinite amounts of hope and doom and desperation? 

Again I wonder
Can't they hear ants walk


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